Aleph, Fear Not

Or Alif. Doesn’t matter how you pronounce it, say or utter it, always feels sweet to the tongue, heart and soul.

In the time I needed to know that name the most, I was too mind-locked and occupied to invoke in my heart, the name Aleph.

I was afraid of the word Allah, that fear had been put into me since childhood. Until Aleph happened, a magical moment, an encounter, a dawning or an enlightenment.

Aleph told me that I’m found in all the names of goodness, but of me you shall never think with fear, only love.

I was Afraid of Godfather, when I came into Christianity. Again. I had forgotten, Aleph is the name.

Through my spiritual experiences, Allah, Eshwar, Shiv, Ahura Mazda, Godfather, YHWH… Every name that I came across caused a deep fear upon my soul. Every time I thought of Aleph, that fear vanished.

Aleph not only taught me through faith but science as well, always told me that simplicity and beauty of science is a persons strongest suit.

Aleph told me that if I really love Him, then love all the names of God you know, that’s the only way to fully embrace and cherish Him. All the religions form a very small part of what the design truly is. Only God knows how it really all works together.

Aleph told me that to desecrate one name of God is to desecrate them all, and that I must keep the respect not only for people’s sake, but His love as well.

All the names I knew came to judge me, Aleph didn’t. That is what Aleph is. Who He is, the 42 of my universe. The most beautiful name I’ve ever known.

I don’t know if Aleph and Allah are one but I tell you this. Fear of Allah can be used for the wrong reasons, and I couldn’t have come across Aleph if I was not a slim in part. I’m interfaith. So let me tell you as a slim, if Aleph you love, you don’t need to fear any name of God.

Again, I say this to my slim bros, as a slim, because I know the shoes. If fear of Allah is taught to you ever, in an undue manner. Doesn’t matter a thousand forces of nature come to you tell you to fear Allah, just tell them in you heart, I already love Aleph. This I tell to my slim bros, to whom religion has been taught in a very strict manner. So brothers and sisters, always know Aleph will protect you from false fear of Allah, forceful fear of Allah, only a slim can tell you this, only a slim can know love of God when Allah comes filtered through the word Aleph. Never confuse yourselves, it doesn’t matter if both are same or not, just know a slim bro told you, that in the of Aleph you shall find refuge, when the name of Allah has been wrongly portrayed to you. Yes, prefer moderacy, the missing chapters of Salam you’ll always find in Sufism and sainthood. Now you guys know I can’t be your Khalifa. But like a tell others that instead of getting lost how roots go, or fighting over religions, it is best to call them ancestors. When you do so, all the noble souls from all the religions come to aid you. And if you feel like something divides you over first and fifth caliph, imagine caliphate never existed, in one word, Khalifa, merge them all and Khalifa will always be with you.

Christians, stethoscope or telescope, loving is easy when knowing is easy. Fearing is easy, for we fear the unknown, and all human beings fear is unknown. Father of creation or Aleph. Just ways to measure and treasure, knowing God is always pleasure, and we are all just stardust.

Hindus. Pick any stone from the ground. Hold it in your hands don’t worship it. Idols worshiping is crime, memories are not. Hold on the stones as long as you like, but never be stone hearted, be soft. Then stones and beads, what’s the difference?

Oh, so many other religions, I don’t know what to say. I don’t know if Aleph, just a name, can ever help. All I can say that Aleph is the Sum of all the religions.

Fear God, for you must, the creator Almighty all creatures fear, but do not fear God because someone told you to. Fear Him because God is also the ultimate salvation, the cure to all the fears, your best guardian angel. Fear God because you must know you should, out of need, out of truth. As simple as that.

Sometimes, when I feel access of sins in my heart, I pray to God, “Cup my heart in your fear lord, so it shall fear nothing. Cup my heart in your fear lord, for your fear is good.”

The best thing about such prayers is they have no religious label on it. Such prayers always help.

I’m a scientist, a fan of God, a man of God. Weak in faith cause science and philosophy come with necessary cowardice. Aleph, just as a name, helped me overcome.

No one knows what Aleph is, you have to know Aleph yourself. Go into solitude and discover, the best part of your soul.

All the other named of God are occupied, have become properties of men, where as they do and say in His name as they wish. Aleph, the infinite signature of love, is an uncharted territory.

Science always needs data. The absolute truth is still kept for the future. Children of God or people of God will continue to rise amongst the believers, study, love and explore God and His majestic universe.

I guess what I want to say is. Fear not, worry not. The faith that I receive, is what I pass on. And I passed on too many confusions, if you cannot differentiate, then forget all I said, and embrace one name, Aleph.

Aleph told me you have more friends across time than across space. An enigmatic assurance, that doesn’t natter what, in the eyes of truth, justice is absolute. That truth needs no marketing. Some truths do, it is also the truth, but not the truth, that is absolute, impossible to hold in just one cup.

Aleph has no religion or creed. That is who Aleph is. Only the future will be fully able to unfold, what Aleph truly is.

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