Hallelujah. Christ is love and love is courage. Never shall I be asked and I may deny that Jesus is God the Christ, the son of God. I had my doubts in the past, but they are gone. In ordinary life, now I see the extra ordinary truth.

Truth is Christ is more than one things, Christ is onion rings and truth of many levels. We can’t stand at bottom and just say things about the top. Measure one step at a time and move on. Drink away one cup of life at a time and wait till the urge develops for the next one, our thirst for knowledge compels to seek for more.

Word of Jesus heals one’s soul, when his words (of Bible) enter your ears your soul becomes complete. The truth of Jesus compensates one’s missing truth.

You know red, blue and green makes colors of life. The four others colors appear in the natural rainbow. 1, 2, 3 are the postive numbers we see, to the hidden colors of rainbow I associate number 0, -1, -2, -3.

The trinity we believe is the compliment of the negative photograph, the holograph that surrounds us and makes our spatial reality. This sphere of life, truly looks something like 0 when viewed outside of life.

We are all wandering questions in the space, time gives us our missing truth. Do not say universe, say cosmos because cosmos and science will make more sense in the future, like christianity used to make during its advent. Yesterday christianity gave us faith, today science gives us the same.

I realize explanations and signs of God are all there. When out of love I see, I see Father in Christ and Christ in father. Love makes you go the distance and courage provides tools for this journey. Father Christ, Son Christ, and Christly Spirit. Not a just bread but like a crispy biscuit. Crispy theories of faith.

I’ve heard arguments, people telling Christians that they are worshiping bar Jesus. Only Christians know that they worship Godfather through the soul of Christ. Once in a week, going to church, how’s that even a worship. Then I’ve seen those who dedicate worships day and night to God but it never increases their knowledge and faith, constantly going in circles without answers. I keep saying, studying is worship, science can be your religion. That is the reason, christianity prevails in the field of science. It enables you to study with dedication. Christianity gives you the necessary dedication, once dedication is given, you are free to use that power of dedication to your worships, to your good causes, or to your study.

You know at some point, being a teacher is the only way to move forward. And there’s no one to teach so I teach and discipline my thoughts, hoping my thoughts will improve. That my good thoughts will bring peace to my bad thoughts and my bad thoughts will transform into good thoughts. Buddha was right, always discipline your thoughts. Keep them organized. May God help my wayward thoughts.

Love is courage to see, courage is love to accept. Gracious. God Bless.