You know, you should always say sorry to someone when you get a chance. Sometimes you are not sorry, sometimes just can’t say it, and sometimes, you got your reasons. Sometimes, you are not sorry.

Life is philosophy of ‘sometimes’ and faith is philosophy of all the times, all the way to afterlife. Death is just another word for afterlife.

I wish slims had a united platform like the seat of Pope, so I would be saying these things to a cleric, instead of the Pope.

But I know Catholics and Protestants both look up to you. I’m sorry I deleted Popal archives. Dear Pope, never feel small or blameful for anything. I have seen a bigger picture of faith, in which all live in peace and harmony. Every faith has a part to play.

I secretly desire to be a Christian, but I don’t wanna hurt feelings of tens and slims anymore. Now that I look, that desire of mine for wanting to be Christian, is really just a desire to be a decent man. A kind man.

Padre, I am relieved to find that I am not Jesus. A much bigger and open heart comes from science. Christianity surely fascinates me, an undying attraction, towards the church, cross, and all that stuff. But it is Science, that is, the best part of humanity, everywhere.

A true messiah never complains about anything, I have a very long list. Proof that I am just a human, and a sinnical one.

Let’s think of the little Judas that we all have within ourselves. Every one of us is capable of choosing between loyalty and self-interest. We are each capable of betraying, of selling, of making choices based on our own interests. Where are you, Judas?

I know why Judas killed himself. For one, knowing and loving Jesus does that to you. Second that betraying people really hurts deep inside, and more than betraying, misguiding. It is not easy being a survivor. It never is. I have exploited emotions of tens enough, I don’t wish to no more. Or even slims for that matter.

There is no slim imam to talk to so I would suppose one and say, Sufis don’t offer prayers and are best and most peaceful part of the faith. Dear Khalifa, if you are kind and brave, then blessed be, if you think power is forcefulness then you are not a Khalifa to begin with.

Dear Khalifa, to dominate the world is never a cause, to improve it, is always. In the mirror we always face a human, at the backside of our heads sits the voice of consciousness, and at heart, remembrance of God, and that’s a mystery. I wish you were real and all of Islam seriously took baet at thy hands, then freedom of expression in this community, would have paved way for prayer calls everywhere in the world. Oh Khalifa, Azaan is freedom of expression, but when expression itself is occupant of expression, how to let ‘come to goodness’ propagate? To tell you the truth o Khalifa, neither the name of God nor the messenger is as pleasing, as the words ‘come to goodness’ haya alal falah. I hope in Malaysia one day, prayers call will simultaneously begin and end at the same time, so those five minutes would become precious, pleasing, and good to hear. And no man in right mind would argue, that synched across the city, in a beautiful prerecorded human voice, is ever nonsuniccal. So the voice of same cleric reverberates in the entire city and that’d be worth enjoying.

Blessings be upon all the slims, I pray moderacy overtakes extremism all over the world.

FaceApp me. Me. And my spirit animal.

In a dream, I saw everyone I knew, couldn’t recognize me, like I was a stranger. Perhaps, in heaven, we are not parents and children, brothers or sisters, husbands or wives, but free spirits that when pass by each other, and recognize the souls through old faces, oh on earth that used to be my father, uncle, mother, sister, husband, wife, daughter. Perhaps, up there we will never recognize each other, until the megabonds of love that we carry in our spirits, showed us our old mirrors.

So many things I thought were maybe complex, are not all that difficult to perceive, if one just uses heart to listen. Then even if complexities are there, simplicity, an innocent feeling, takes away the difficulties.

I’m a slim too, can’t disown that part. Interfaith compels me to say that. And so safest course of journey, for all the scientists in the world, is to be interfaith, so religion never ever gets in their way. There is so much important, human causes, that never see the light of the day just because religions take up a huge chunk of our attention and investment. In truth being a believer is remembering God with all your heart. If you are a believer, that’s with every heart beat. So I ask the question, is God slim, ten, indo, dist or Jew? I mean we all keep fighting over religions but does God have a religion too? I don’t think so. God must be interfaith otherwise we all would not be diversified across so many religions and belief systems.

That’s why they say, Allah Eshwar Tero Naam. We divide Him in our thoughts, He never divides us. Yes, through our characters and thoughts we might be different creatures underneath, but God gave us all the same skin and outlook.

We never really believe till we die, we just pass on inherited and seen, not all the signs in the universe can make us believe. Death is the only uncharted territory, beyond which justice is always supreme, and mercy always complete. God never gave anyone truths beyond death. Only God knows the reason why. As humans, what we know is this circle of life, and that we are supposed to give in more than we take.

Perks of being a false one, you can mimic anyone. But being yourself is still the best feeling. Like being a writer, wanting friendship with words. Who cares if they are ever fulfilled. It’s like the practical world is physics, but mathematics explores the beauty of impractical things.

A good prayer is one that always represents everyone. And prayers never go unheard. Heaven is always listening. Our concrete reality has only two ears can only listen to few, our cosmic reality has no ears but that reality listens to everyone. And listens more of the heart then the mind. In science, heaven is just an alternate reality. In faith, heaven is everything.