A man’s personal emotions, a feelings only speak for one person. A man’s vision and aspiration speak for one community. Good will however speaks for all. The good will can be positive, critical, but it helps improve. It helps in the improvement. I’ve taken criticism, of many sorts from many people. Constructive and destructive. When it is constructive, you can taste the sweetness doesn’t matter how bitter it is. When it is destructive you can feel the poison doesn’t matter how sweet it is.

But this lesson is a waste of time. What am I doing as a writer, instead of exploring I am measuring things. People with determination, never write their doubts, they are never excessive with words, they write summaries and those summaries prevail for good. So the explorer’s have a curse.

When you are not man of faith, you are a man of doubts. That’s why I try to include God in the writing as much as I can, so God may know, and so do his angels. They know anyway, those who they look after. Every time I’ve tried to ask my conscience, of the injustices in the world, what I have been told is to have faith in the here after.

Countries where rich are more hungry than it’s poor, let progress alone, maintenance becomes a huge problem. How can I not think, it is my job as a thinker to think, and think freely. In the hands of players and major stake holders, we ordinary people are played away like we are puppets. And vote is the only thing that we can hold on to in the name of democracy.

I have learned however, it is not the vote that we cast in the ballot box, but the vote of education that matters the most. When society do not know their good or worse, those who rule them and those who know, take advantage of the people and keep them enslaved in thousand ways they can. Enslavement by political vote is nothing compared to the cage of education.

A society that tells its people to learn about the whole world but not the world faiths, only remains behind. By far any effort carried out for its improvement, ends up in failure to pursue broader grounds for growth. I know that humanity is divided on the whole when it comes to languages, English is apparently not enough to parent all the other languages. But in this one society I’ve seen, people rushing after opportunities that the crowd in the race of benefits uprooted the foundations that made them a community.

Something straight thinking doesn’t help, so I have to worry a little, and when I do, I worry about Christians. It helps my thinking. That care, wanting to see them go forward and excel all the other faiths. For people of Church to be on the front, facing the future with brave plans and courage to carry them out. Anyways, returning to the community we were talking about.

They never lacked talent or ability. Manners, most certainly. Discipline, absolutely. What I saw, was that their faith was failing them. The greed prevailed in all but the rich, followed the traditions of their forefathers and pounded the poor majority, even in the face of inflation. It was so easy to blame previous governments because that is what could always be used to get away with any amount of failure or crime.

However when I heard a leader say that previous governments were responsible for inflation. I thought, how they or anyone in a society where talking about condoms was so hard.

The problem with not writing down things and giving it off, they’ll circle around and hit you in the head again. So it’s better to just shed it off and move on. If there are thousand needles in your mind then pick and take out the one removing which will neither help nor harm.

Cause the needle that harm, thinking about those helps, and when you think about those needles, solutions eventually come. I’ve prayed for the blessings upon this community, but it wears a shield of resistance, that’s only meant to deflect advantages that directly flow to the poor.

I think, the fate of such societies is nothing but their own guardians turning on them and tearing them apart. If it has not happened before, if it’s not happened now, it will happen in the future. And if it has been happening, then the future is even more grim.

I am strict person when it comes to principles. Now that I see the nature of things, that to rise above something, you have to first realize your error. Without realizing your error, whether you are a person or a society, you cannot move forward.

You know, my error is purely monetary. I manage myself very well with little money. This community however has always complained of poverty, the more it complains, the further it is dragged down the sinkhole, because the problem is not the money, it is the management and investment policies.

When I am writing this, I am not writing to help them, but my own mind and conscious. I have always allowed my mind to live independently from my environment or surroundings. When you can’t think of a solution about a particular topic, you just give up and move on.

Now this is a made up story. I once saw a beggar, with name of all the countries, patched on his clothes. Now I was wearing an all black dress so I went to him and said, you look a colorful cartoon in this dress. He said, that’s why I am a beggar without a country. And what I have, nations beg for. I asked him what was it. And he said, the future. I touched his feat and told him to pray for me.

In countries where luck is preached the most end up becoming victim of bad luck. In countries where motivation and hard work is preached the most, end up getting rich. For time is money and destinies can be made. So I say, earning for yourself in this world, just earn enough for sustenance.

Where doesn’t matter what you do ends up nothing, let me alone so many talented people are worried about their stomach, among such, becoming a rich person only means cursing yourself with the curses of the poor. Become rich in a country, where the rich neighborhood is always thankful.

A vibrant generation lost to political hate, and setting new standards of intolerance towards each other. When political voices are given freedom only in one direction, that freedom is only utilized in the negative manner. You can simply watch, but do nothing.

In a country where no one wants your faith, it’s better to worry for your faith than the country. In the very hopeless places, people say, God bless the country which only he is taking caring off himself, otherwise it wouldn’t last.

Sometimes good ethics compensate for talent, sometimes talent for lack of ethics. I wonder if in this country, the spiritual progress is as flourishing as immovable is its progress. For my finances haven’t improved, but I’ve managed to become a much better person every day, by being more humble, and by being less influential in areas where my opinions don’t matter.

God bless America, because I love Hollywood movies and music. God bless bless Christians, and through Christians, the rest of the world. Now that I’ve said it, the needle is out, I can say, centralizing your faith is always the best thing to do. It doesn’t matter where I begin, my mind moves towards faith.

As a Christians, I love names of all the countries, for in their meanings, is my own meaning, and as my outlook doesn’t matter, nor theirs. All the names you know will manifest one day, every name will become a person and come facing you. Then each country and its founder will come and give testimony to your loyalty. It doesn’t matter which country of the world it is, I will stand proud that day. I know, I will.