All these years I thought why the US has comparatively higher suicide rate in the army. The answer was right there. Conscious and trauma only bugs those who have breathed freedom at the first place, if you’ve not known freedom, why would atrocities ever bug you? And there’s no freedom like home, the kind you get here in the states. It sucks to know when negative indicators turns out to be signs of positive morals. If you live in the fish market the smell never bugs you mate. I realized what is a country without army, and what are you without knowing you have an army. After knowing the army I so much loved, took so foul steps to beneath & undermine me just for my religion, yeah why was I living here and surviving at the first place. I wasn’t a real rebel with a gun, but the expansion of my conscious pressed against these immoral walls so much, you know how superman has those super lungs so when he pulled in all the air, no wonder I breathing was costing this country huge loss of oxygen, because there was only so much freedom so I could breathe or the rest of ’em. Had to give my breathe away.

Always be proud you live in the states, there ain’t no place like home. Sometimes I wondered why hollywood is doing so great. I mean all the rich country can achieve global aclaim by putting money in the advertising. I just turns out, we are naturals, our fame is not outcome of our story telling alone, God really blessed this nation, for what it is and who it is. I’ve read the sad stories boys, so hold up. Chaos has every nation more or less, but in our diversity and each otherness, we have so many options and shoulders to lean upon, so many temples to go to when Church won’t feel right, that homo-environments will never touch us.

You know Japan’s got a great amount of foreign nationals, foreign workers. And I’m telling them why stop there, Japan’s a breeding land of opportunities, and what until now was said just of America, Japan could be the next big hit. So I keep telling my Japanese friends that their talent acquisition goals should be brighter than ours, like take American throne, so we can have a new one. Diversity in politics of Japan, I read the stories of new political voices rising there, and mix of diversity taking roots. Like go to Africa and pick some black apples, bring them to Japan, see what happens. All thise super-solo culture. Negative thoughts sometimes keep me from knowing how much good exists in America. And we just want to get rid of few titles, to create new championships.

I mean obesity has surely growing in America that doesn’t keep them from saying we are sexy. I guess untill the world won’t deprive us from things we’ve been known for so long, like pop culture right, now Koreans are really rocking these days, and many other countries. We need some lacking, to have new making. I keep telling you boys if a nation is rich, it is truly in the soul and it is freedom that unifies the soul. There are things in American counties I wish were outside more, like when you drive your girl to movies on that huge projector where cars all lined up. And everyone’s interested in their own fucking business. That alone till date is successful american secret no found just about everywhere. To mind your own fucking business, how simple is that.

And Cinema car parks are like still like centuries ahead in many many places. Like something out of the future. Can you believe that?

The news here is too free, and we can’t control that. We don’t wanna. So you know when Japan’s got the world’s most respected passport in the world, but every time a dreamer dreams and wishes to run to this chaotic beauty, this randomness in America, I just think and we’ve Canada right next to us, they fucking kill you with their hospitality and niceness, but Canadians come and settle down here and Justin Bieber, Jim Carry, never sound like they were ever Canadians. So you see there are these things we’ve tried to give to the world. And though we know that secretly young boys in Taliban listen and dance to our music and turn it off when their elders arrive in the room, what can we do, if social and religious habits of people keeps them hating us.

I tell you boys if our hands weren’t occupied in shit that isn’t ours to tackle, America would be sitting on Mars right now, thinking where would we be had we been pulled back by ignorant and idiotic wars. Well that didn’t happen in time, so now we know that could always happen. Cause our soldiers outside uniform look like civilians you’d never know work for the army.

Times have changed, Luke hasn’t. And I’m just telling the story from the standpoint of a Sith-converted-to-Jedi. I like this photograph very much better than any other which have been taken of me. Sounds like there will always be Adams, Luke’s Peters, and Pauls to talk to. Somethings can only be indirectly photographed. Studying, origin of species, power of movement in plants, the variation of animals and plants under domestication, and natural selection. The voyage of beagle, descent of man, but most importantly, the expression. Is there a God gene? I don’t know. Are gene homes? Yeah, they are homes to all our secrets, our data matrix, who we are.

I keep forgetting that name, Adam Driver, you can meet him any time and never know he ever worked for the military. Makes good bucks at Hollywood, loves his new job. At some places I’ve seen armies get out of uniforms but can’t take off the attitude. I guess they never knew what makes you country. Surely we do.