Prelude

Courtesy of my own faults. I write countless meaningless word, when I should be putting efforts in few and making sure, those speak very well. They are polished, measured, and vocal enough.

All these incredible words that only exists in the dictionary of honor. Love, courtesy, honor itself, guidance, truth, freedom, light, purpose, justice, kindness, and like wise so many words of grave importance. When there are so many things I can’t answer, like which exact word are we here for?

I say I’m here for God. For I know one thing, that if I asked God for justice, not for mercy, then doesn’t matter what scale I’ll choose, God will prevail me through the scales I’ll set, and he’ll show me how he did me justice, on every step, more than I deserved.

For one thing I’m sure in life, is that no person coming from cult religion of false prophet has any right to tell me anything. And,

When I’m done with that thought, the only thought left is thought of God, that holy spirit is the living memory of God. True identity of your higher conscious. There’s a great reliance in thought that you are a mortal.

Love that thought, love that you are mortals. That you get to live just once. If you’ll understand the truth too much, you’ll end up knowing you’ve lived all these lives, of every person who have ever lived. But you won’t just believe it, when you’ll know it, overcoming the truth becomes impossible.

Monologue

I can only bow to the God of Jesus, for God knows, how humanity can invent their own Gods, suited to their own tastes and preferences. But just like all the words of honor, there are some words of seeking, like salvation, truth, I go blind looking left and right and I know that God of Jesus, Christ, is the only salvation.

It just makes sense, why people, believers, who made sacrifices in the past would rather bow to the transporter (to the afterlife, death), then give their faith away. I realize trust is God. There’s nowhere else to run away from trust. Outside trust, nothing exists, but darkness, and believe is something we find in the circle of trust.

Is Christanity interesting? Yes, perhaps not all the times. Is Christanity in trusting? Always. Always in trusting. If you’ll see the depth of it, there’s nothing on Earth, no soul that can survive without having trust in something, any believe or idea. But what lies behind all these believes that seemingly looks something else, that’s I know how God of Jesus, Christ, is the only way to go.

I learn all this and then kindness tells me, kindness and patience have made wonders happen. The children of house of Abraham will finally become one, but before the differences of distant brothers is solved, first must combine, brothers nearer to each other.

Let them have time mercy, Jews Christans are working on it. In time, this difference will be dissolved. Have faith in your children mercy, have faith.

Sermon

It is damning to even think that these words might sound pessimistic. A thousand blind turns is how many it takes before you let that realization hit you on the head. One thing that makes sense, after a thousand mistakes.

Conscious, morality or values… no truth. Why? Because it is very compelling. The power of Christ does compels you to tell the truth. Befriending holy spirit, is the one greatest mistake and the wisest decision.

Outside the cult religion, all I see is established truths. Little beautiful truths, paving their way towards a greater destination, a more promising future, and novel direction.

But it is the heavenly truth, that I’ve sought the most, and I’ve found this: never shall they betray God those who betray themselves. A toxic realization, if you’ve faced the ultimate you are done.

I hate names of God. When I keep chasing these words, naturally, I’d look for the most powerful word. At the end of the day, what it is worth, when meaning is the same. Godfather is God, the maker, the Godmaker.

If you want to understand, how much of a man you are, measure your respect for women. If bravery is a matter of might, eat a bullet and see if you can live through a little 9mm dose.

If being brave is being big, how something so small ever beats you?

Like never looking up to someone, who turns you down, but always walking as far as you can. Always being the one, the other gives up on, never being the one that gives up on friends.

That’s one way to freedom, and simple one. Faith has only taught me to be very very responsible. But what is the evangelical meaning of it? Where’s the heaven in being truthful?

So I asked for truth, what if you are the truth, I asked for love, what if you are love, I asked for freedom, what if you are freedom… but that last bit, never really got complete.

That’s how I know, that missing bit resides in every Christan living today. I am not free to travel and the willingness to help, that makes me feel I’ve come undone.

Freedom is never a lonely word, you always have to check out the context, “freedom from what or where?” So I know my answer, do you know yours? I have to be free from all desires, even the desire to help.

You’ve Nothing To Wait For

Do you have a Christan around you to call you a Christan? Wait for nothing, make it happen. Be uniting my brother and sister, don’t be dividing.

Everyone who has ever read Bible carries a peace of it. A true believer, honest, kind and faithful, always finds courage in times of test, always finds a way.

Every time I write imagining that my target audience are Christans, I find no difficulty in writing, cause I know no single word goes to waste. Every worthy word will prove its worth like every worthy Christan will prove his or her worth.

Is truth of Christ really so powerful? I’ve been told, not to just ask the angels, ask your demons as well and see what do they tell you. It’s like the entire universe is information, and holy ghost is the informer.

Christans run out of faith why? Cause no other nation on Earth God stretched and strained like the Christans. So I ask myself, where’s the Christan holocaust? Isn’t it obvious, those fools call themselves Jews, what’s the news?

Something very wrong happened along the line, either Jews should have converted to Christanity or the Christan into Jews, neither happened, what’s wrong with this picture?

When there’s no difference, why there’s difference between Church and synogoue? I see the very mistake, that’s kept us from reaching Mars and lead us to believe that moonlanding was far enough.

We compared ourselves to those who couldn’t land on moon and let ourselves be weakened, by our own achievement. Our achievements betrayed us, our successes betrays us more than our failures.

Had Jews and Christans become one nation just a few decades ago, we’d already have been landed on mars. The difference isn’t so crucial, but only because it exist, is why we are centuries behind where we could have been right now.

Ask yourselves, had the house of Abraham not been more convincing if Jews and Christans merged already? Jews, Christans.

Sometimes, I dig my soul deep and look for mistakes in my humanity, the most outspoken ones remain to be fault of faith, failure of not having enough material in it.

I try to fix it, but I know that, unless, the picture is completely stirred and unified, the kind of result that we expect, will never happen.

There’ll always be progress, but now I know what I’m missing, not being in charge. Had I been one fully in charge, priests and rabbis would already be sitting together, discussing how to pull this needle, doesn’t matter how small, to become one as brothers of faith.

If I’ll see the fault of the world, I’ll learn nothing, only my own fault teach me the world. The world’s phantom, a mere perception that I can’t defeat, that which I’m truly up against, is myself, not being better.